Monday, June 10, 2013

Pity party and you're ALL invited.

I'm sad tonight.
I'm lonely too.

Just wish the night would go by and morning would come already, not for any special reason either.
I have nothing going on tomorrow either.

I feel so very friendless right now. :(

Yes, I have plenty to do to occupy my night and get my depressed mind off my loneliness.
I could fold my clean clothes and put them away.
I could finish organizing the cellar.
I could clean thee bedroom and fix the fitted sheet on my bed that popped off one of the corners of my mattress 3 nights ago.
I could take a nice shower and have a cup of tea.
I could do a lot of things....

But the truth is, that in reality...... I won't do any of those things.

Instead I am going to just sit right here, and whine and complain....... to a emotionless computer.  While my kids play around me and ask me what I"m doing 5 million times.  It's pathetic.

So what do I want?

To be held, to be loved....... to not be so alone.  :(    ::sighs::