I'm not sure what's worse the rain or the sun. Both equally depressing.
Yesterday it rained all day. Although I normally don't mind the rain, I felt very cooped up all day and it made for a long and frustrating day. Only a few rays of light made the day perk up for me, but sadly they were short lived.
Today is the complete opposite. The sun is blaring out happily outside making me want to stab it. Normally I'd be okay with it, but it's muggy as hell here and I hate muggy weather. So, once again I feel cooped up. That coupled with being bored out of my mind is not helping. Kids are being decent for now. Although the calls of motherhood are there with lunch requests already being made. Not there at all however and I just dread having to cook. UGH
Last night I had a strange dream I guess, as I woke up with a racing heart and immensely sad with tears and everything. So stupid. Made me feel like a complete idiot, because of the type of dream I had. No, I'm not sharing it....but I will say this, it was a dream of a past love that apparently is in my subconscious to my surprise. Very frustrating and I thought I was over this nonsense, I mean really it's been years. Most annoying.
Anyhow, on a brighter note.. oh wait, I don't have a brighter note to end this on right now. Oh well. I'm just going to go and grooveshark it up I guess. :)
Yesterday it rained all day. Although I normally don't mind the rain, I felt very cooped up all day and it made for a long and frustrating day. Only a few rays of light made the day perk up for me, but sadly they were short lived.
Today is the complete opposite. The sun is blaring out happily outside making me want to stab it. Normally I'd be okay with it, but it's muggy as hell here and I hate muggy weather. So, once again I feel cooped up. That coupled with being bored out of my mind is not helping. Kids are being decent for now. Although the calls of motherhood are there with lunch requests already being made. Not there at all however and I just dread having to cook. UGH
Last night I had a strange dream I guess, as I woke up with a racing heart and immensely sad with tears and everything. So stupid. Made me feel like a complete idiot, because of the type of dream I had. No, I'm not sharing it....but I will say this, it was a dream of a past love that apparently is in my subconscious to my surprise. Very frustrating and I thought I was over this nonsense, I mean really it's been years. Most annoying.
Anyhow, on a brighter note.. oh wait, I don't have a brighter note to end this on right now. Oh well. I'm just going to go and grooveshark it up I guess. :)
