Wow 1 year. One year ago today I was in Keene. One year ago today I was moving box after box into a truck to come back to my hometown. The thing that saddens me is that, this time last year I still felt that I was in a relationship. Even saying that brings chunks to my throat.
I know you can't see what others see when you're so close to the situation. However, in this particular instance, I honestly think I had temporarily gone insane. Because you'd have to blind not to see how my EX-boyfriend mistreated me. It never ceases to amaze me how stupid I was then for staying with him as long as I did.
And what was worse, I actually continued to CHASE him after I moved. I say chased because I was the only one who made the attempt to communicate after moving. No emails, no calls no nothing. Imagine.
Anyways.....
Just had to write this.
I know you can't see what others see when you're so close to the situation. However, in this particular instance, I honestly think I had temporarily gone insane. Because you'd have to blind not to see how my EX-boyfriend mistreated me. It never ceases to amaze me how stupid I was then for staying with him as long as I did.
And what was worse, I actually continued to CHASE him after I moved. I say chased because I was the only one who made the attempt to communicate after moving. No emails, no calls no nothing. Imagine.
Anyways.....
Just had to write this.
