Tired

So today I woke up earlyish.  Kids both slept in, VERY cool.  Had some nice coffee and got an early start to my school day.  Kids woke up on their own, well my youngest did.  Had to actually wake my oldest.  School went by without a hitch, always nice.  It was then I realized that I hadn't eaten yet, so ....... I continued.   I've only fasted once, but it was for almost a week and I thoroughly enjoyed it, not to mention lost a ton of weight.  Is this the healthiest thing, no, but it gave me the jump start I needed to begin losing weight the right way.  Today I didn't plan on fasting and come 3pm I found myself in a Chinese restaurant enjoying some nice appetizers with Mom.   I didn't feel it was a failure, nor did I feel I gorged on Chinese food.   Tomorrow I may try again, and really put forth more effort come the end of the day.  I always keep my fluids up and take my vitamins so, it's all good.

I'm exceptionally dopey tonight however. Tired, worn out I dunno, call it what you want.  Just beat from the day I guess. I find myself staring off into space thinking about..... nothing.  It's actually relaxing.  Anyways, had a decent day.  I got the return box for my laptop.  :(   I'm not returning her, just fixing her.  I had to plug an Ethernet cord into my laptop in order to get on tonight. It's pathetic.  So, maybe tomorrow I'll send her out to get fixed.  I hate doing it, I worry about how long it'll take to get her back.  :(   VERY sad and upset that this has happened.

Well, I'm beat, I'm heading to bed, it's 11:35.. yeah I'm done for the night.  Sweet dreams blogging world!