Gone Hunting!!

Okay, so lets get current.  

It's almost the last day of June. I'm still continually active in my apartment hunting. I have 2 hopeful places here in Plaistow that I'm waiting to hear back on.   I'm nervous on many levels.   

For the first time it's not about money.  who said that??? Me? haha  But it's not the money that is making me hold my breath.   It's my credit.

One place is available in August!  That would be like SO perfect!!  AND hle's willing to hold the apartment for me too!  But, he does do credit checks so, ::sighs:: I'm just keeping my fingers crossed that my score isn't too awful.  

The other place is even MORE perfect but has been available since June 1st and I am not sure if it's still available or not.  

There are other locations but I reeeeeeeeally want to stay in Plaistow.  Don't get me wrong, I'd live in Kingston too haha :)  It's just the rents they are asking are crazy high!  (well for me they are).

I feel bad for not keeping in touch with some of my friends.  The few I have that is.  I sent out e-cards to everyone and no one opened them. haha  Not a good sign.  So, I REsent them back and 2 of the 5 I sent got returned to me.  Lovely.   Anyways, if you were among the lucky ones to have them sent to you or REsent I should say, if they are a little dated, it's only because of that.  

I'm very stressed out right now and for really no single reason to be honest.  My heart is racing and I just feel like running away.  I think it's just nerves from apartment hunting and dealing with everything else. 

I just made the kids lunch and now I'm just here.  GOD!!!   A very LOUD startling notification on my stupid cell just scared the crap out of me and at the same time made me jump to find out what it was.  Since I'm waiting to hear back from the apartment places, I'm kinda on pins and needles here.   But no..... it was a STUPID advertisement for Babble.  Like really!? Unsubscribe CLICK~!

Now back to staring at the wall. 

Wish it were Monday!!

I never wanted Monday to come so badly.   Mostly because I have so many things to do and none can be done until Monday comes.

1. I have to go to Social Security to drop off paperwork (that way they can't say it "got lost in the mail" .....aaaagain. )

2.  I have a Dr.'s appointment (that was pre-busy day scheduled)

3.  I have to get blood work done, so my PCP will renew my prescriptions.

4. I have to call Aiden's pediatrician so that I can get his new prescription mailed to me.

5. I need to call hopeful apartment places and find out info. :) (this one I look forward to doing)

and finally 6. I need to go to my storage unit and start emptying it/ organizing it to make room for my rubbermaids.

So, yeah lots to do.  Of course, some I could put off til Tuesday but, I'm a glutton for punishment and like to accomplish as much as I can before my body gives out in one day.  That way I have the whole week to veg and feel okay about it.

Today the only thing I can do here at home is maybe wash some clothes.  Take a shower, bathe the kids.  I dunno.  Maybe I'll buy another rubbermaid and start to organize more stuff downstairs.  We'll see. Right now, I've had a cup of coffee, and I'm still in my jammies because I woke up super late.  I'm already sweating and it's only 10:18am!!  I still have to let my duckies out and all that.  Yeah you could say I'm lazy today.  

Good News!

Am feeling more perky than my last entry! :)

Some good news
I will be moving soon!  Well, not too soon, but I'm aiming to be out for September as my goal.
This was a mutual decision as it's just getting a little too "cramped" in the house.  Let's face it, I have 2 kids, one has special needs and the has a severe speech impediment.  We all share a single small bedroom and the house isn't exactly spacious.  A temporary place to stay sure, but it's been nearly a year now and, it's time.

I'm not going too far though.  I'm looking to stay in Plaistow, Hampstead, Atkinson, Exeter, or Kingston.   The place I'm moving to will be an apartment BUT will only be temporary until I find a house.  Yup a HOUSE.  YAY I can't wait to double move!!

Getting a house however is going to be a long and exhausting challenge that I know may take upwards of 2 years.  Hopefully not so long but, we'll see.  So lots of excitement here.
Just wanted to share my news.

Pity party and you're ALL invited.

I'm sad tonight.
I'm lonely too.

Just wish the night would go by and morning would come already, not for any special reason either.
I have nothing going on tomorrow either.

I feel so very friendless right now. :(

Yes, I have plenty to do to occupy my night and get my depressed mind off my loneliness.
I could fold my clean clothes and put them away.
I could finish organizing the cellar.
I could clean thee bedroom and fix the fitted sheet on my bed that popped off one of the corners of my mattress 3 nights ago.
I could take a nice shower and have a cup of tea.
I could do a lot of things....

But the truth is, that in reality...... I won't do any of those things.

Instead I am going to just sit right here, and whine and complain....... to a emotionless computer.  While my kids play around me and ask me what I"m doing 5 million times.  It's pathetic.

So what do I want?

To be held, to be loved....... to not be so alone.  :(    ::sighs::

Another Aiden Story, definitely one for the books.

So, I've been busy sorting through my stuff all day and organizing bla bla bla.  I go upstairs to the bedroom where my 8 year old son Aiden is sitting frustrated on the bed.

I asked him what was wrong, and Aiden said, " Well, I want to watch my Power Rangers movie, but every time I try, the erection button won't work!!"

My response:  I know honey, I hate it when that happens.  Oh and, it's EJECTION button my love.  

Aiden's response: "oh, okay, same thing."


Sorry I just HAD to share this with you all.