Gone Hunting!!

Okay, so lets get current.  

It's almost the last day of June. I'm still continually active in my apartment hunting. I have 2 hopeful places here in Plaistow that I'm waiting to hear back on.   I'm nervous on many levels.   

For the first time it's not about money.  who said that??? Me? haha  But it's not the money that is making me hold my breath.   It's my credit.

One place is available in August!  That would be like SO perfect!!  AND hle's willing to hold the apartment for me too!  But, he does do credit checks so, ::sighs:: I'm just keeping my fingers crossed that my score isn't too awful.  

The other place is even MORE perfect but has been available since June 1st and I am not sure if it's still available or not.  

There are other locations but I reeeeeeeeally want to stay in Plaistow.  Don't get me wrong, I'd live in Kingston too haha :)  It's just the rents they are asking are crazy high!  (well for me they are).

I feel bad for not keeping in touch with some of my friends.  The few I have that is.  I sent out e-cards to everyone and no one opened them. haha  Not a good sign.  So, I REsent them back and 2 of the 5 I sent got returned to me.  Lovely.   Anyways, if you were among the lucky ones to have them sent to you or REsent I should say, if they are a little dated, it's only because of that.  

I'm very stressed out right now and for really no single reason to be honest.  My heart is racing and I just feel like running away.  I think it's just nerves from apartment hunting and dealing with everything else. 

I just made the kids lunch and now I'm just here.  GOD!!!   A very LOUD startling notification on my stupid cell just scared the crap out of me and at the same time made me jump to find out what it was.  Since I'm waiting to hear back from the apartment places, I'm kinda on pins and needles here.   But no..... it was a STUPID advertisement for Babble.  Like really!? Unsubscribe CLICK~!

Now back to staring at the wall.