Another day passes.
... hm...
I've been blogging over 6 months now. I'm not sure I see the big hype yet. I mean, it's OKAY. It's like talking to yourself though. There's not much point in it honestly. I do that too though haha.
Once in a blue moon and I mean in a VERY blue moon, I sometimes get a small comment about something I've written. However, it's quite far and few between when that actually happens. Maybe I write too much, or maybe what I write is too repetitive or boring? I don't know, I mean, I know people who write blogs daily. And they are no more interesting than MINE. Or maybe they are and I just don't realize it.
What really is amazing to me is all the followers these other bloggers have!! Not just random comments, but people who actually "follow" their blogs!! I follow a few myself. But in 9 months of blogging not a single follower has thought to follow me.
:( and yes, I feel bad and pathetic. Well I mean, wouldn't you??
Don't get me wrong.... like at all!!! I SO am not blogging for other people. It's not about that, despite it sounding that way. It's just,..... I dunno I guess I just was hoping to meet new people. Or at least be able to chat with them. Even if people HATED me or hated what I wrote about... Even THOSE people I'd talk to. I just have no one to talk to. Waah me! hahahahha
It's no wonder I cling to the first guy who gives me any attention. It's not about jumping in too fast... it's about being SO lonely that I don't want to be .... well... where I am now. Alone, completely alone. Friendless and empty.
My Mom says I have to be happy with being alone. Hm. Yeah, well I'm not, and I never was as a kid.... and I can't fathom being that way in the future as an old person so.... I like my privacy, I like my alone time, don't get me wrong. BUT 90% of the rest of the time I'd like social interaction. (aside from Facebook). Even on Facebook I'm barely socializing. I talk to people maybe once or twice a week if that. And, god love them, they're amazing people, but they are my relatives minus like 1 or 2 at most!! ::sighs:: Maybe I'm being foolish I dunno.
Guess I should just go to bed. School in the morning. Night.
... hm...
I've been blogging over 6 months now. I'm not sure I see the big hype yet. I mean, it's OKAY. It's like talking to yourself though. There's not much point in it honestly. I do that too though haha.
Once in a blue moon and I mean in a VERY blue moon, I sometimes get a small comment about something I've written. However, it's quite far and few between when that actually happens. Maybe I write too much, or maybe what I write is too repetitive or boring? I don't know, I mean, I know people who write blogs daily. And they are no more interesting than MINE. Or maybe they are and I just don't realize it.
What really is amazing to me is all the followers these other bloggers have!! Not just random comments, but people who actually "follow" their blogs!! I follow a few myself. But in 9 months of blogging not a single follower has thought to follow me.
:( and yes, I feel bad and pathetic. Well I mean, wouldn't you??
Don't get me wrong.... like at all!!! I SO am not blogging for other people. It's not about that, despite it sounding that way. It's just,..... I dunno I guess I just was hoping to meet new people. Or at least be able to chat with them. Even if people HATED me or hated what I wrote about... Even THOSE people I'd talk to. I just have no one to talk to. Waah me! hahahahha
It's no wonder I cling to the first guy who gives me any attention. It's not about jumping in too fast... it's about being SO lonely that I don't want to be .... well... where I am now. Alone, completely alone. Friendless and empty.
My Mom says I have to be happy with being alone. Hm. Yeah, well I'm not, and I never was as a kid.... and I can't fathom being that way in the future as an old person so.... I like my privacy, I like my alone time, don't get me wrong. BUT 90% of the rest of the time I'd like social interaction. (aside from Facebook). Even on Facebook I'm barely socializing. I talk to people maybe once or twice a week if that. And, god love them, they're amazing people, but they are my relatives minus like 1 or 2 at most!! ::sighs:: Maybe I'm being foolish I dunno.
Guess I should just go to bed. School in the morning. Night.
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